The Four

Thought out on March 6, 2010.

"Aloysius, Stanislaus... shit how can I forget... Dominic... God, what was the fourth?"

I would never have found the fourth had i not put up a plea on fb.

John Berchman.

spelling

I love the way I screw up the spellings of places I don't know how to spell.

Like mehzbaan... or mazebaan... or mehzbahn?

lol, its like doing a benny lava with places you see...

Maze-Ban - Banned from a maze?

Others have tried shit like Bang-a-load for bangalore and other such shit.

Other weird situations arise from different places having similar pronunciation: "Lets go to sippy." was that Sip-n-Bite? Or was it C.P?

still, nothing beats the PALM-EH-DOORS incident. :p

Water

Yesterday we went to Mehzbaan, and today we had to have dinner in the hostel. Among the numerous differences in the mess and in mehzbahn, I'd have to say that this time, the WATER caught my attention.

Therefore, I'd like to share a little thought with everyone... I seriously think that a cool ambition would be to start a paani restaurant.

Peace.

The communication gap

I am taken into confidence by you, whether you like it or not.

You have told me, its your choice to tell others.

The black box

"A black box is a thing that absorbs and emits radiation one hundred percent. It can be approximated by taking a ... pin-hole ..."

"I hate this about you. You never let out what you're feeling. You just stare."

First approximation: just like a black box.

Or, not quite?

"The greenhouse effect is when the sun's entire spectrum passes through the atmosphere, but due to the greenhouse gases, the infra-red radiation from the earth is not allowed to escape."

Second approximation: just like the greenhouse effect.

but still, the greenhouse effect does allow the higher frequency radiation out!

Why can't I trust? Why haven't I been trusting? You indeed have every right to hate my opaqueness: the black box that does not turn red, and then white when heated. The black box that remains blacker than the blackest of all tinted glass - a one-way show where the insider hopes the outside can perceive it without it having to lower its defenses.

ps: now that i think about it, i suppose you're mainly angry cuz every time it seems that i don't hear/listen to what you say...

sawwee!!!

Lost

I was just looking back at the older posts in this blog of mine... and, I can't see myself in them [and am having to strain myself trying to remember what I felt with respect to whom].

I hope You can.

When love and hate collide!

You never realize when love and hate collide! Why, if you did, you would end up scampering for shelter cuz you'd know I was out to get you, and make you squirm ten-fold in my insatiable wrath.

Thought out on Mar 6, '10.
Must've bin quite ... er ... emo, to have fucked my english like so.

Yearning

Is it better to yearn for something you know you can never have, or to yearn for something you're unsure of having?

Feel

I just wanna feel real love, feel the home that I live in,
Cuz I've got too much life, running through my veins, going to waste...

Shydom

I wanna be a social recluse, wanting to hide away from meeting people, afraid of the abrasions in the absence of touch; fearing seeing the unknown in the familiar; unwilling to keep pace with the flow of people's lives.
I want to get away, be with myself, stay with myself, and live for myself.
And why shouldn't I?